There is so much going wrong that I am starting to feel like nothing really matters anymore. I am losing interest where I need not lose interest and I am getting upset at things that do not deserve my energy. I am so overwhelmed right now. I have so much going on in my head. I wish I could spend some time in a non-place so that when I come back to reality then I can continue moving as if no time had passed. I want to know that everything will turn out alright, but I don’t know that. I am so ready to be out of school, I am tired of reading. I am tired of having responsibilities to two places and friends and family. It’s too much pressure. It’s too much to handle. I have done this for far too long. I just want something stable. I cannot wait to teach. I need those children as much as they need me.